And, if I am at a point where work isn't going well, I take so much of that upon myself and find it doubly hard to sell myself.
I am working on a summary for LinkedIn - I looked at several friends' summaries to see how they have approached it.
And I still want to say "Fucked if I know".
Seriously. I don't even fucking know what I am looking for. And as to my good qualities, I doubt myself right now too much.
How about, I am looking for a position that allows me to be curious and where we all support one another? Vague, right?
And I am trying to be mindful that I want to attract the right sort of jobs, so I don't necessarily want to say I am a very qualified receptionist when I don't want that job.
And part of the problem is that I see it all as Bullshit. Capital "B" Bullshit.
How the fuck can I turn off the snark in my own head??
Sorry, I just had to get this off my chest.
The problem with having no friends in B'more is that I have no one to rant to.
On a more pleasant note - I am totally in love with Radiohead's latest - A Moon Shaped Pool. Such fabulous music!